silent city
Touch me, you're electric, babe
How do you live under the same roof as someone (my brother) who says “oh no that guy isn’t depressed” with a smile on his face and using air quotes when saying depressed? He was totally dismissing that guy’s feelings thinking he knew everything that was going on in that guy’s head 24/7. How am i meant to open up about my own problems when this is the response you get? This is so fucked up. Asking for a friend.
Right. The universe was not on my side today. Got woken up by someone sawing wood outside at 7:30. Had the biggest headache all day. Couldn’t seem to fall asleep for a much needed nap this afternoon, couldn’t find anyting in my flat, got really annoyed about it. Cried multiple times during the day over silly little things and bigger life things. Had the most unproductive day ever. 2:30am finally seemed to be fallling asleep but oh no that would be too easy so here’s a musquito for you zooming around your head, biting you and flying away to your ceiling before you can kill it. So here I am. Awake, musquito on the ceiling, crying again and feeling sorry for myself. It’s not like anything mayor happened today but all the little things are starting to add up and i can feel a total mental breakdown sticking its head around the corner. What do you want from me universe??
